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I'm convinced that the feeling of heartache for this situation will just never completely go away.
It's not that I really even want it back.
Except I do.
I think it's just the knowledge that that person is still out there, but is completely changed.
It hurts.
And it sucks.
And you just have to deal with it.
I'll just have to live with driving by her house late at night,
and getting a pit in the middle of my stomach when even thinking about having to talk to her again.
It's been a year since the last time I talked to her face to face.
Since we had lunch together and everything was completely awkward and ruined.
It's been two years since we were almost literally attached at the hip for an entire summer.
It's ridiculous.
and it always will be.
